The Moment It Became Real

I’ve always loved making photographs, and I’ve always loved the cameras that make them possible.

Yesterday, an envelope arrived in the mail. I set up a camera and opened it without knowing exactly what I was hoping to feel.

When I slid the book out, it came out facing the right way. Cover forward. Perfectly oriented. It looked staged.

It wasn’t.

That moment is what the video shows. A simple, top-down view of the book and my hands as I open it and slowly flip through the pages. No narration. Nothing added.

Such a relief! The weight felt right. The paper felt right. The photographs looked the way I hoped they would. The blacks were deep. The texture and grain were there. For the first time, this project feels finished.

This book, Vintage Cameras, Timeless Images, brings together photographs I’ve made over the years, along with reflections on the cameras that shaped how I worked and how I saw.

A Book About Cameras and Photos

“And now for something completely different…”

I know. I just came out with a new novel in the very last days of 2025, and suddenly here’s another new book. But this one isn’t fiction. It’s kind of an autobiography, and kind of a picture book.

Wait. No. It’s a total picture book.

It’s about cameras.

Film cameras. Early digital cameras. Retro digital cameras. And all the pictures that they take. Or rather, pictures that I took. Me. I took all the pictures.

You see, when AI imagery first burst into the public eye, I played with it a lot. I was fascinated by it. And it got better. And better. And better. Then suddenly I realized something.

This isn’t just a neat new toy. It’s a problem.

Because now you don’t need a photographer or a camera to create an image. You just need to type. A lot. Or barely at all. You can be precise and wrestle with prompts for hours, or you can vaguely describe something and let the AI surprise you.

And yes, it is fun. But it’s still a problem.

The more I saw it that way, the more I gravitated back toward my original photography. Film. Analog cameras. The slow, physical, chemical process. The thing where light actually hits something real. And I wanted to get back to that.

So, in a surge of nostalgia, I began repurchasing the film cameras I’d worked with in the 70s, 80s, and 90s. But once I started, I didn’t want to stop. I began discovering other wonderful old cameras too. Ones I’d never been able to afford when they were new.

Now they’re relatively cheap. Very easy to find. Even working ones. And just like that, I had started a collection I never intended to start. A bunch of beautiful, weird, elegant old machines, each with its own personality. But it didn’t stop there.

Early digital cameras are what really brought me back into photography as a profession. They gave me freedom. Freedom from film, from cost, from delay. They changed the way I saw images. So I started collecting those too. And at some point I began writing blog posts about each camera. The experience of using it. What it felt like in my hands. What it made me want to shoot.

And then I stopped, and didn’t publish them, because I realized something else. These aren’t blog posts, they’re chapters of a book. A different kind of autobiography. A biography of the cameras themselves. What they were like when they were new. What they’re like now. And a visual record of what they see and what I saw then and now. Photographs from the 70s and 80s alongside photographs taken today with the same machines.

That realization is what gave birth to this book.

This Weekend’s Practice Run with my Flying Camera

I don’t like calling it a “drone” because that’s not what it is. It’s a quadcopter camera. The word “drone,” to me, puts it in the category of a weapon currently used in warfare, and I am 100% not into that.

To me, it’s a tense exercise because it’s a really nice camera and it’s expensive, and one wrong glitch at the wrong time can make it go poof and go away. I can’t say that about any of my other cameras, which are strapped to me at all times. This one just floats around and flits to and fro like a dragonfly.

I bought it for work, but as yet haven’t done anything professional with it, as first I need to get a professional drone license. Yes, I need a professional license to fly it if I want to make money with it. Right now I only have a recreational license, so everything I’m doing is for practice and “fun.”

Like these rather boring photos I took of our local botanical center this weekend…

Two things I learned with this: late afternoon is not a good time to take aerial architectural photos, nor is this the right time of year. It’d be better in spring with everything green.
Peek-a-boo! Looking down through the glass skylight.

One of the things I eventually want to do is start using this flying camera for taking real estate pictures as a side gig, which is why I’m taking pictures of buildings. Here are a few from last year, when I first got this camera.

Figge Museum, Davenport Iowa
KONE Centre building, Moline Illinois (this is actually the first picture I took with this camera).
Cabins you can rent at a local park.
Downtown Davenport riverfront.

One of the most nerve-wracking things for me to do is fly the camera over water, but this weekend I applied the “Fear is the mind killer” mantra from Dune and sent the buzzing little busybody out over the Mississippi River, and took a photo of the center of our local Centennial Bridge from the middle. Despite the cold, my palms were sweating the whole time it was out there, and I didn’t even get a great photo because I was in too much of a hurry to get it back over dry land.

The view was better from the sunward side anyway…

Again, this would be a lot nicer in the Spring. 🫤

I think my favorite images I’ve captured with this flying camera are of ruins. Not ancient ones, but the more recent urban decay variety.

And then there’s scenic sky shots, which this camera seems to excel at, but only when there are a lot of clouds.

This one is, I think, a winner. I’ve used it as a banner image on websites.

Anyway, that is what I was up to this weekend. That, and working on the latest novel. Here’s a sneak peek at the cover:

No release date is set, yet, but it should be out before the end of this year. Like I keep saying after every new book, “This one is probably my last.”

Nature Sounds: Midsummer Solstice in Finland

Recorded June 21st, 2013 in Porvoo, Finland

A magical time that I’ll never forget, where the sun never set and the birds sang all night long.